What did I expect? For us to go back to normal. That warm fuzzy feeling you use to give me, when I felt like shit.
Its been to long. Have you forgotten me? Have you lost yourself?
I’m not as important as I thought.
I will miss us.
I have nothing left to give
But he tells me iam full of it
I have nothing
I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light.
But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with.
I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around.
I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war waging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you.
I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you.
I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing.
I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day.
Anonymous said: Are you a guy or girl? Either way I'm really interested in you. I notice u always like what I post.
I’m a female.
Most likely i follow you, if i always like what you post.
Can you tell me who you are?
My love life is extra brutal right now but for some odd reason I still have hope.
I tried to be all tragic and cry in my bed, feeling sorry for myself but no tears fell.
Well maybe for the people I’ve hurt but for my lost loves, no.
HE: Distance will make us stronger.
It’s a shame when you’re all in and the other person is not.
Anonymous said: I want to get to know you more. Guess who this is...you seem so mysterious yet so understanding.
Iam not mysterious (lol) but if you come off anon we can get to know each other.